I’ve never felt as bright as I did last night. I’ve never felt so wanted and loved and complete. I know it’s early. I know things are weird, but whenever your hand brushes mine my entire being lights up and when you held me in your arms there were exactly zero places in the entire universe I’d rather be. My head says it’s all wrong. My head says it will be over before it begins, but my heart has literally never been so big and dancing with you was the most alive I’ve ever felt. Thinking that I might not see you again or hear your laugh makes me sick to my stomach. The idea of it makes me feel hollow and empty. It kind of worries me that you’ve become this motivating factor to make it through the day, but I also don’t know how I made it through the day before you.